Tomorrow?!

Ok so, I officially have way too much stuff. I seem to be a pro at stressing myself out too. I have two open suitcases, one a carry-on and one checked, sitting in my family room. I keep realizing I need more things that I would never even think of needing here, but no place to put them. Hopefully, everything will magically find itself a place eventually.

Honestly, right now, I'm a bit too anxious and nervous to be excited. I've never been on a flight longer than three hours, and I've never been to Europe either. It's going to take some serious adjusting. I'm sure I'll figure it out in time. I don't think I ever fully believed I'd actually be studying abroad until these past few days. After visiting State College for the weekend, I realized that I'd be leaving when everyone else was starting classes. It was great to see everyone, but it was a bittersweet feeling when I left.

It also feels strange still being home when mostly everyone is away at school. Usually I'd be with them. I know after tomorrow I won't have as much time to think about it, but it's still odd. I realized on Sunday how much I'm going to truly miss everyone in State College, especially Eric and everyone in studio who I would normally see everyday. We shall keep in contact through email, facebook, skype, and even awesome video chatting on Google+ if I can figure out how it works. Don't forget about me, please. I'll be back in December. I'll miss all of you so much.

Tomorrow I'll be meeting up with Clarissa, Rachel, and Kyle at the Philadelphia Airport to fly to Rome. It feels so weird. It always seemed like Rome was ages away, even when we were applying for our visas and setting up finances. I'll probably be leaving for the airport around 2pm, and will end up sitting there waiting forever. Better safe than sorry, I guess. However, that just gives me a few more hours tomorrow to obsess and wonder about what I should be packing. Wonderful. I'll be happy when I arrive in Rome and am basically settled into the dorms where we will be living.

In just a bit over 24 hours, we'll be embarking on a semester-long adventure. Hopefully, the adjusting process doesn't give me an ulcer. It will be in the 90s in Rome for a while, and to think, I was starting to enjoy the constant 70-80 degree weather here. Oh well. The next time I write here I will be in Rome, Italy for the next 3.5 months.